A momentary lapse of reason

Randomly wondering... anyone know what song plays in the background of SN's Devil's Trap as the boys are leaving Salvation? 'Cause that song is on the radio right now, but this station is notorious for not identifying what song they're playing. I definitely want this song... so any help would be excellent.

Okay. In order to keep from bothering my fandom friends and cluttering up their flists, this journal is going to be where I post all my fandom and fic stuff--I don't want to junk up caytlyn anymore with RL stuff, because that is my fandom journal, which I still don't use much anymore. I'm trying, though, I really am, and I am currently working on several fic ideas; I've just had a lot of papers and speeches recently, which distracted me from actually doing something I enjoy. Overall, though, LJ is still my preferred weblog place--MySpace just isn't the same.

My new RL journal is going to be cayt_aka_grace, so that way, I can not feel guilty for spamming a few friends' journals.

Feel free to friend either (or both) of my journals if you so wish; I'll be frequenting both LJ's, so... yeah. This way, I can keep my stuff separate, and not annoy the fandom-friends with RL blather, you know?

Peace. Out.

Cayt

I really really should be working on my homework... I just got back from a friend's house, and have a paper due tomorrow... but I really don't want to work on it. I'm just wayyyyy too tired at this point. Ugh.

I guess I can finish it tomorrow... probably will... just 'cause I'm about to pass out on the keyboard.

Random college mischief was committed earlier... it was fun. not that I advocate being mischievous or anything. Nope. I'm a good girl sometimes.

Other than that, midterms coming up already... which means lots of papers. from my total of five classes, this last week had a paper due for every single class, a speech, and two presentations. Talk about your fun times, right? Fun times, meaning, little to no sleep, because I have been uber busy.

And I miss my idiot (AKA, boy who I like, and liked me back at one point, but I have no idea where we stand now). I want to see him this w.e. when I go home, but I guess it's not looking likely on his end, which is annoying. He kinda promised me, but I guess homecoming is kind of a huge deal for him or something. Whatever. Not like I got my hopes up in the first place anyway. I just miss him, is all.

Okay... ( Spoiler-age for 'In My Time of Dying' (and rumors for future eps) )

OMG.... five minutes!! **bounces** Screw homework, yo, I'm gonna watch Supernatural! I get to see Dean! Not that I'm obsessed with Jensen Ackles or anything.

**Edit**

**cries** The stupid girl next door is blasting music... I can hear the TV, but it's distracting... **panics**

Yay! One more day until Supernatural! **fidgets** This last day is going to be a pain in the butt, I can already tell... :(

Three and a half days until Supernatural! Yay!

**is shamelessly not doing homework**

Wow, there are some really pretty promo pics for Supernatural coming out...

This is re-friggin-diculous. This is the second freaking time that a group has told me to meet in a specific place at a specific time for a meeting for a group project, which, BTW, due Tuesday. Well, I might as well be royally screwed, because each and every time they want to meet, they ditch me. They either forget about the freaking meeting, have something else (like a freaking kickboxing free session) come up, and can't make it.

If they are expecting me to pull a project out of my butt and cover them, that is not happening. I had enough of that crap in high school, and I am not doing that again here. Not happening.

I knew there was a reason I preferred working alone as compared to working in a group.

I am so pissed off right now, it's not even funny.

Consolation? I have a date in an hour and ten minutes. Hopefully, that'll go well...

I definitely can't wait for the start of the second season for Supernatural--less than a week, and I'm already having nightmares that I missed the premiere. Is that sad or what?

In other news, I have definitely been really keyed up lately. I have too much energy, and not anything to waste it on. For crying out loud, I had a freak out in the middle of a lecture yesterday-- granted, it was a waste of time to begin with, but did I really have to stand up, rip up the busy work in front of the speaker, then walk out?

I didn't think so, but I did anyway. It felt good, but I was just so angry...

Anyway, less than six days left until Supernatural!

Ugh... cold season is here with a vengeance. And I have now discovered a drawback to living in a dorm-- when one girl gets sick, the entire freaking floor gets sick.

Other than that, everything has been going well. Classes are easier than I thought they would be, which leaves me a lot of free time to hang out with friends and watch my Supernatural DVDs a lot and whatnot.

Am discovering an odd liking for philosophy and whatnot; Machivelli, Nietzche, Socrates, Voltaire, and the like. Because of this, I now feel like an even bigger loser than before, I guess.

Anyway, I definetely need to get writing again. Otherwise, I just spend all my time reading the fic instead of writing some, so I'm pretty rusty. Ech.

Geez... college so far is awesome. I mean, classes are fairly easy, homework is... boring and time consuming, but there are some awesome girls on my floor and everything, so we have fun.

Not to mention, not even two full weeks into the school year, and someone already tries to set the dorm on fire. Man, I knew I picked UD for a reason instead of the U of IA, which everyone else picked.

Yeah, a guy on the floor below us had a candle on his wooden desk... by the window... on a windy day. Can we guess where this is going? His research paper caught fire, which set the newspaper on fire, which caught the laptop and the wall poster on fire...

All I know is, I'm checking my email, and all of a sudden, the fire alarms go off. I figure it's just a drill, so I leave my computer on. Well, I go by the third floor on the stairs, and the hall is FILLED with smoke, and the security guard is freaking out.

Geez, this college definitely doesn't leave out any of the stops trying to keep kids filled with excitement.

About to head off to my first college class in college... kinda scared, kinda nervous, so I feel like I'm gonna be sick if I eat breakfast. I hate the 'first day of school at a new school' jitters.

First post from college... I'm all moved into my dorm and everything. It's pretty sweet; not huge, but my roommate and I managed to make a little more room by bunking the beds. We've got everything pretty well set, so I think this whole 'living-with-a-complete-stranger' thing might work out after all. She's pretty sweet, so... yeah.

Orientation activities are wearing me out. So much to do, so little time to relax... is it completely sad and dorky of me to say I can't wait for the actual classes to start? They start Monday, and tomorrow is pretty much a downtime day, so that's good. Catch ya later!

Huh, kinda interesting... Never thought I'd actually get to see a crop circle in my life. I think I buy this guy's explantation the most, though, from the comments at the bottom of the story.

Jerry
wrote on August 22, 2006 11:47 AM:
"It's obvious what is happening, Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny and the Tooth Fairy get loaded, then go joy riding in Santa's sleigh and vandalize cornfields. It's true, I read it in in the Weekly World Report."

Wow... I can't believe I leave for college on Thursday. My summer has gone by so fast, and now, I'm just left with this knot in the pit of my stomach. I'm about to start a whole new chapter of my life... and I'm scared as hell. I have three days of orientation, with a lot of speakers, which I guess is going to be mostly boring. I hate sitting through speeches-- I tend to fidget and want to do something, anything but just sit there.

Either that, or I start daydreaming about beating the boring speakers with a stick. Is that normal?

Anyway, I leave for college on Thursday, start classes Monday... fun, fun.

Wow. It's been a while since I was last on LJ... but, amazingly enough, I think I may have enough time to come back more often this year, even as I start college. I've missed writing fic so damn much, it's not even funny, you know?

Anyway, yeah. I'm starting college in less than a month, which should be interesting. I think I'm prepared, but that remains to be seen, I guess. I have five classes for my first semester, but I'm not sure if that's a lot or not for a freshman-first year.I took six college classes this last year, so I think I should be good.

Overall, though, I think I should be able to come back on LJ this year; then again, I don't even know if you guys all remember me anymore. I hope you do... if so, gimme a shout out, okay? Hopefully, I should come bearing fic in a few days--I've been in a writing mood.

Wow, it's been a while... in case anyone was wondering, yes, I am still alive ;-) I'm still trying to juggle school, work, and the paper. And hey, wait, since when does LJ autosave drafts? **blinks** Damn, I've been away too long.

Anyway, today is March 7th... hard to believe I am 19 already! So young, yet so Jaded...

Although I'm doubting the rest of today will really be any good, because I just found out my parents are being divorced, so... yeah. I guess it's been coming for a while, but still. Everything is just changing so quickly, it's kind of scary. Like the fact that I will be going to college in a matter of months. I still haven't decided which one, but I know I want to double major in English and Elementary Education-- I love working with kids. Another possible career is editing for a publishing company, or being an author... I can dream, can't I?

I hope everything is okay with everyone else in my circle... I hate feeling so out of the loop, but I know it's my fault. Anyway, best of luck to everyone, and **hugs**!!

My dog just died... he ate a fucking twist-tie (we think it might have come from a dog toy we bought him), and it tore his intestine. They operated, and he was fine... he came the fuck home! He was at the vets for four days, and they sent him the fuck home! He was supposed to be fine! He was so sick, and hurting so much... we couldn't even ease the passing.

He died in our house, because we couldn't get hold of the damn vet. He was suffering so much, yipping and crying... my baby. 3 a fucking m, and we couldn't get any one.

I hate Christmas. So damn cheery, and...

RIP Dusty
November 19 1996-December 24 2005.

( My Big Dog )

I think I'm about to cry. Either that or kill something.

I'm almost fucking done with my project-- five hours worth of work yesterday, a bunch last week, then literally eleven and a half now... and the fucking thing froze in the middle of my fucking works cited.

I was almost fucking done! God, I want to just throw something, either that or just hurt myself, but god, this is my fault... Meanwhile, I still have to print off everything I have done, which will take for-ev-er... then put it together... tomorrow is going to suck ass.

I think I will literally kill myself if I do not get above a C on this. This much work has to mean something, right?

huh... well, that's a new and interesting look for the LJ top... pretty sweet.

Meanwhile, I feel so out of the LJ loop anymore... **sighs** yeah. I'm in the midst of working on a Humanities proj that is taking forever. The computer I was working on let me type exactly (I counted) five words, before freezing for twenty minutes. Then, we would start again... I have work at four later, so this is massively going to suck because I'm not going to get this done in time...

**freaks**

I hope everything is okay with everyone else... **pouts** I miss LJ! Stupid school. Stupid Cayt for taking so many college classes at once.

I can now die happy...

I got a job! And I am watching Supernatural, which is so fucking creepy, just the way I love it. NTM, two hot guys, and you can't go wrong! Screw homework, I'm going to die happy.

TY, Nora, for the hint about this... I am so happy, it's not even funny.

Well, I guess it's been a while already... School's been stressful so far- between newspaper, college homework, failing tests, and my car being possessed, things have been hectic. I barely have time to sit and even *look* at LJ anymore.

I miss those days.

I hope everyone's been doing okay, though... ( Ramblings from Cayt... doubt you care anymore )

Grr... now off to write another paper already.

Things have, quite literally, fallen apart, been shattered, the remains stepped on and ground to dust, and... well, I guess washed away by the storms.

I have to drop RP'ing. I'm carrying five college classes this year, and I won't have time, in addition to my ongoing hunt for a job yet. Not to mention, due to recent circumstances, I won't have internet access as often as I have in the past. I'll be lucky if I'll be able to get on LJ more than twice a month. I won't subject games to that, not to mention, I just can't write it anymore. I'm still trying to figure out who I am, and with family shit, I'm under too much pressure.

I'm sorry. Feel free to hate me.